Yes - one thing all this rabbit-holing has done is to make me skeptical of swallowing whatever the experts want to shove done my throat - especially medicines.
Like you, i've never been an anti-vaxxer - but would i be willing to take an experimental vaccine rushed onto the market by some big-pharma company who stands to make a killing out of getting everyone to accept their narrative? Nup.
Just read a Washington Post article where the experts are now saying to get ready for the virus to go on for many years and detailing all the state impositions we need to get used to 'going forward'. It's like they've landed in this position of prominence and now they're never gonna let go. The scary thing is that many politicians have got a popularity bump out of this so that encourages them even more.